Have You Seen Me Lately

Sometimes things just seem so hard, like it's never going to get any better. It's not that I don't want to be happy, but it isn't possible. Or maybe it is, and it's just that I'm allowing myself to think that it isn't. Just wrestling my own thoughts more than anything, I guess.

My grandma has been sick and it sounds like she's not getting much better. Isn't it funny how you can think one thing, but in reality have a totally different opinion? When it happens to you, then you think of it in a whole new light. So much for opinions. Just gonna keep my mouth shut.

Anyway, staying with Grandma tonight and tomorrow we have range in the morning in Driver's Ed...dreading it.

More than anything, my mind is a roadblock. Overcoming it is the answer, but it is an ominous process, one that I have not seen an end to and the results have yet to be reached.


This isn't gonna be easy
Believe me
And these days I feel like I'm fading away

Have you seen me lately
I was out on the radio starting to change
Somewhere out in America, it's raining
Could you tell me one thing you remember about me
And have you seen me lately

I remember me
And all the little things that make up a memory
Have you seen me lately
I guess I thought that someone would notice
I guess I thought somebody would say something
If I was missing
Can't you see me
Come on color me in
Give me your blue rain
Give me your black sky

I was out on the radio starting to change
Somewhere out in America, it's raining
Could you tell me one thing you remember about me
And have you seen me lately
Have you seen me lately